time really goes fast, i had done my first semester in my college life...tis year,really many things happened.bt it's nt equally fair at all!cz my happiness is very very very few den sadness 10000000000000times!!!i tried,i trieed to face it as positive as p2u!bt,what did i get?nothing...hahaha....dun u see that in tis world they r really many things that is unfair,ya mayb i m more lucky to those who dun hav foods,clothes n even healthy!bt i mean compare to normal ppl, y should i get such ending?sometime really feell like so tired...y?y me?i keep asking myself?m i a very bad guy in my last life?fren affair, money problem, daddy sickness!!!Y!!everything fall down naturally,mayb i should get overcome on tis,as fast o even faster den de time cz i m nt changing at all,still last minutes work on my exam, still nt mature at all, still thinking as much as i cn, ha~m i a boxing pillow?cn always receive all de pain?i wish i m,because if i m jz a boxing pillow mean tt when i m bitten by others dat time den i will feel pain o hurt,bt after tt nth happen d!all remain de same....
n nw den i really noe tt human being really cn chg as fast as wind...and if it wanna come,nobody cn fixed it...n when it dun wanna come, dun care what u do it won come at all!all things in life is also de same concept,same explaination as tis...tis is formed naturally,no one cn noe wat is de point on,bt i noe, i muz nw b more stronger bt nt weaker..!!!i muz proove tt i m a useful human n nt de rubbish of d earth!!!
all challenges tt coming to me,i m ready!n thx for training me to grow up as well!
