learn to feel thankful always..=)

i went to help in college for open day today, i saw the relationship to relationship.
Time build relationship, either it's a good one or a bad one.
I saw the relationship between them are built by time and also trust.
sometime can try to trust each other, if you think that he/she can be trusted.
i felt happy of them because they met who can be believe, TRUE FRIEND!
i am not desperate because i know i will have one, someday.
during my lunch time with my friend, a tze chi representative talk with us and share their charity and volunteer experience with us. Her story is like this:
in the year of 2008, Myanmar was being destroy by typhoon and many of the villagers' houses also blow away because it built by leaves. then, their life became so terrible.
that is so hard to have foods even in a day. it's so pitiful.
fortunately, tze chi found them and give some sponsor of foods for them so that they no need to worry about their life.
there are 8 children in a house and carry by a old woman, their grandma.
they got three packets of rice from tze chi, and one of the child which is only 13 years old need to work outside to earn money for her family.
please think, what we done in our 13-year-old life? started to go for movie, know more bout how to be playful, started last minute minded, slowly not that like to talk with family members but just get money from them.
did we need to worry bout the whole family life in such age? NO WAY!
they cook 2 cups of rice everyday but before they pour the water into the bowl, they get bout 1/8 rice and keep it in a basket, why they do so if they have not enough rice to eat?
because they know how to appreciate!
although they have no money to contribute to their society but at least they keep it few a day, and maybe someday when others need it, they will give it to who needed!
and they even put their water outside after boiled just for those who feel thirsty when they are across their house.
do you think of this before?
HOW KIND ARE THEY!
after this story i feel that i really need to appreciate what i have now, and cherish who around me and always feel thankful.
actually we are more luckier than others, just because of our compatibility and always want to have more when it's enough.
IT'S WRONG! really wrong concept!
start from today, try to think bout others, it's better than become a selfish person.
if you change, you will influence others too!
So, MAKE YOUR CHANGES NOW!^^

cherish goh,
20/3/2011
3:28am

不见了。。。

没想到我们会碰见……
但这次是我看见你没看见我，
也没有任何打招呼的必要吧~
记得在四年前的结合，
你对我，
不管是真心也好，
假意也罢，
事实是，
你确实给了我快乐的时光。
虽然我们的恋情已经过了一段时间，
但是我偶尔会想起开心的事，
那是你给的吗？
应该吧~
曾几何时的快乐我都用心去珍惜，
你呢？
你有珍惜过吗？
这是我一直以来的疑问，
有时会想起，
总想不通为什么会有这样的结局？
在那件事的前后你变得也太快了吧？
我不懂，真的不懂……
星星里的祝福完全没有任何作用……
分手之后你还在学校里说了什么，
做了什么，
你自己应该最清楚，
是我没带眼识人，
看错了你！

我写这篇文章不是对你有什么留恋，
也没什么好留恋的！
只是想把我心中的不忿都发泄出来！
昨天看到的只是你的背影，
但是我永远不会忘记你的面孔！
因为我早已认清你了。
对于你，
我觉得先说分手的我，
是正确的！
不要再出现在我的面前了~
不管是你的背影还是什么，
我都不想看到了。

cherish goh,
14/03/2011
5:54pm

yesterday was unforgettable for me...

i can't really believe that when my mom told me that "your friend is died." I just jumped off my bed and feel strange in my heart, i felt sad, upset and so, now also.
don't know how to express it, i can't cry..
i knew her since we were in primary school and after standard six, we went to different secondary school and met again because of goh kongsi and also my third antie, she lived nearby. we started to chat more than in primary school? i think so..
she talked about what her interest, which comics she like and so on..i was telling mine too, that time i felt that she is such an optimistic girl, and also an intelligent girl since she was small as everyone knows.
i still remembered that we were sharing our feeling after SPM, and then took care of third antie grandchildren and all that. and now, i think that God loves you, really loves you, so He just bring you to the heaven and just looking on us, i think is like this. we will miss you, really, and you must rest in peace, no worries as we will take care and appreciate what we having, seriously.
i don't feel like crying but i just express it today. i hope we will just putting u down and let go, not to say we will forgot u, we won't!


your friend,
seow hoay
14/3/2011
3:54am

感叹。为未来奋斗……

在活着的接近二十年里，经历的一切的一切都已累赘了,懂得的道理其实也不少了。不晓得这是不是我的借口，我都一直觉得我不懂得把学会的道理用在我的人生里，我觉得这样的我很可怜。

也许我经历的一些只是别人很小的一件事情，但我就好像经历了什么大事件似的把家人先是心疼，然后被我一直问个
不停。说起来原来我有事情先是想告诉家人，再是朋友……也许我一直说明我不想依赖我的家人，但是我知道我都一直在
依赖他们，和一些比较要好的朋友。

独立，并没有你我想象中的容易，用言语代表的，谁人不会呢？所以我觉得这个词语，很少人能真正去实现，不能实
现的话，就别说出来。这是我现在认为的，我们大可一步一步地走向它再说出来才有人会屈服啊~

现在的我在做出慢性的改变，可能这一点连我自己也看不出来，但当他积少成多的时候，我就可以很大口气地说，我
做到了！！我现在面临的问题有：不完全懂得和别人相处、一直徘徊在过气的感情上、没有很努力的做一些事情、改不
了矛盾的性格、老爱向外跑、把在朋友那受来的气偶尔的发在家人身上等一些连我自己都不知道的问题才是我跟大的问
题吧？！

我不喜欢让自己做会后悔的事，因为那种感觉真的很差，真的、真的很不好受。在看到了那么多离离合合，我终于有
了那么一点点的启示，就是在我遇到的事情里，其实都是小事，人生里头有是非，有矛盾都是在所难免的。

当你真的成熟的时候，成熟这个词不会从你口中说出，而是从别人嘴里讲出来。我希望我可以做到，我想写的还有很
多，但目前还没想到要怎么表达，希望大家读了我的部落格之后也会对人生有所改变，哪怕是小小的改变？=）

让我们为自己和疼爱我们的人，奋斗吧！

cherish goh 珍惜……
2:32a.m.
12 March 2011

一段路……

今天，我走了一条很多学习空间的道路……
我从我学院的宿舍一步一步地慢慢走……
一边走，一边思考，
自己的缺点要怎么改变呢？
走在前往合你的路程，我看见了很多……
我看见繁忙的都市，依然精彩~
我看见人来人往，一些面带笑容，
我礼貌地回一个笑……
一些确实是板着张脸，看你的眼神像极了杀手，
所以我也装出一副强悍的样子，
只希望能平平安安地到达目的地。
我是一个人走去的，
静心一想，有些危险……
但，如果能借此一游而领悟到人生道理，
这一趟也不算白走。
傍晚时分，
很多人在跑步，
有的人慢慢走，只想一边赏景，一边运动~
有的人摆出了跑步的架子，
一边听歌，一边跑，
看起来很享受过程……
有些呢，就好像在和时间赛跑似的，
我还没能看清楚就好像一阵风从我旁边吹过，
看过去的时候，就不见了~
在这条路上，我懂了人们不同的心态，
有些是值得我们去学习的！
看到这些人以后，
我也为自己定下一个目标，
就是走到街道的尾端后，
开始计时，二十五分钟之内用长路走回宿舍！
看见跑步的人群渐渐变多，
太阳公公要休息了~
我知道，月亮婆婆要上班了。
所以把脚步稍微加快了，
我一面走，一面看着一栋新起的公寓的告示布，
希望这样可以快点回到宿舍，
结果，我成功了！
我的时间还比原先定下来的早一分钟又十八秒，
这是我知道我证明了，只要有决心做一件事情，
努力的去完成它！
当你达成的时候，你的信心会回来的！
而你未来的路，也会越来越顺了~
朋友们，在自己的路途中，
不妨去看看别人来为自己增值吧！
这可是免费的教室哦！~~